16 5 / 2012
I looked back on us today, and I honestly don’t know why I missed you, and why I wanted you back. Sure, at the beginning we were kids rushing into things we had no idea what about, but slowly, instead of trusting you more, I trusted you less, and the more I loved you, the less I loved myself. But now I’m free, and I’m not sorry. I had to get out. I knew it was over long before you said it. And I thought you broke my heart, but you merely made it stronger, made it resilient. Of course I’ll never forget you, you will always be a part of me. No matter what my future lies :)
16 5 / 2012
Sometimes I wish I had someone to cuddle with in bed and to wrap their arm around my waist but without it meaning anything except for enjoying the comfort of being close to another person. That would be nice.
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14 5 / 2012
“Yoga takes you into the present moment, the only place where life exists.”
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22 4 / 2012
Sometime i think that i am over you. But sometime i think that i am not over yet.
Every time when i settle down on my bed and relax for a while before i sleep, those moment come flashing back. Sometime i wonder, will i be able to find someone to replace you in my life? Definitely not so soon, but in future i really don’t have confident that someone else will make me feel the same as i’m with you.
Sometime i just want to force myself to get over you because i don’t want to be so silly again. Waiting for you again. I DON’T WANT. I want a new life, without you in it but it seems like i can never get it right.
Every time when a guy comes into my life, i compare them against you. I know i am selfish but i can’t help.
Friends say that i have a high expectation. Sometime i think, no.. i don’t. But sometime i think, yes.. i think so.
15 4 / 2012
I’m so glad to have you.
I couldn’t live without you. Without you, my life seems so incomplete. You pamper me in your own way. You love me unconditionally. I’m really glad to have you in my life..
This one and only person I couldn’t live without, is my beloved mom. :)
